15. Chaos
Aliyah
explains the mission of Christ and more from natural laws.
The door
creaked open and a flash of light streamed through, illuminating dusty
tables, chairs, old lamps and other furniture. The beam paused briefly
to survey a derelict painting on the wall, now covered with cobwebs and
caked with dirt. A young man adorned in what appeared to be the finest
clothes of a bygone era, and brandishing a sword, stared back at the
intruder from its depths. The beam moved on again over the walls,
revealing spiders and other insects that scurried away to apparent
safety, and it came down to rest upon an old chest in one corner of the
room, partly hidden away by a tapestry that appeared faded and
discolored. A faint light seeped in through gaps and cracks in the
window sills, painting a still life picture wrought of shadows.
The
door opened wider and the intruder stepped into the room.
“Wow!
This place is ancient! Look at everything covered with dust. And
cobwebs too… What happened to this room?”
“No
one’s been in here for quite a while, Eloise,” replied Aliyah, following
in after her daughter. “This is what happens when things are left all
to themselves, unattended.”
“Okay, so where is it
then? The great picture you said you’re going to show me? Is it the one
there on the wall? I don’t think so. Perhaps it’s stashed away in that
big chest over there?”
“Patience, Eloise!” Aliyah
coughed as she struggled with a window and finally managed to open it. A
shaft of sunlight streamed through and hit the floors, illuminating the
rest of the room. Particles of dust swirled.
“There
are two great movements of matter that you can easily discern
everywhere, Eloise. One is that of life, of order. It is a movement of
creativity, growth and expansion. Look over at that tree out there.”
Aliyah pointed outside.
“The other great movement
is that of dissipation, disorder, chaos. And that is what you see
prominent in here. These two great movements are like natural laws.
Their manifestations are everywhere,” she continued.
“Thanks
for the lecture, Mom!” Eloise walked over to the wooden chest in the
corner and swept away its cobwebs with a piece of wood she found on the
floor. She was now very curious, and nothing else in the room attracted
her attention as much. She dusted the chest a little and after a bit of
fumbling, lifted up the heavy lid which creaked and swung up on a hinge.
Her flashlight soon explored its contents.
“Aha,
so this is your treasure!” Eloise exclaimed as she looked into the
chest. “And it doesn’t smell too bad, after all these years! Sandalwood,
is it?”
Aliyah said nothing and watched Eloise
dig into the chest.
“Clothes, looks more like
costumes… a bunch of old letters…small bottles...of perfume?...wooden
tigers and elephants…turban…a dagger!…books… ooh what’s this?” Eloise
exclaimed. “I’ll bet this is the one!”
She pulled
out a large article wrapped carefully in ornate cloth. Excitedly, she
unwrapped the package and held it to the light streaming from the
window. The light revealed an old black and white photograph of a family
seated in regalia in a British colonial setting.
“Looks
like this item managed to keep your law of disorder at bay, Mom.” She
exclaimed as she inspected the picture. “Now look at her! She looks just
like you!”
“Yes Eloise, that is my grandmother.
It’s a strong likeness, isn’t it?” Aliyah moved closer to inspect the
picture. “And the little lady there who resembles you is my mother, your
grandmother, that is. You know she died giving me life. Behind her next
to my grandma is Granddad. If you look, there are three generations of
the family here…” her voice trailed off.
Eloise
studied the picture. She had heard some detail once in a while, but the
information was scanty and she hadn’t been very interested anyway. Now
the picture took on a special meaning as she contemplated her family
tree and life as it would have been, generations ago.
Then
something caught her eye.
“Look at all the stuff
around them! And those people, were those…?”
“Servants,
yes. In colonial times the family was indeed rich. My great granddad
was born soon after his dad was posted there on official business.
Within a lifetime they acquired large estates. Now all that is gone. We
manage with what we have here.”
“But isn’t that
country poor, Mom? Why would they choose to live there?”
“I
am not sure, Eloise. It is said that it was very rich once, and then
all that was taken away. There is a letter from my grandfather on the
matter somewhere in here. You know, he was something of a
philanthropist. And he was into studying their religion and philosophy.
Now he did have some interesting views…”
Aliyah
picked up a bunch of letters, thumbed through them and finally pulled
out one. “Here it is, now be careful with it!”
Brown
at the edges and somewhat wizened with age, the papers and the
scribbles on it bespoke a vanished time and culture. Excitement was
plain on her countenance as Eloise held it in her hands. However, she
couldn’t make much sense of their contents and puzzlement appeared on
her face. But she looked at them for a long while.
“Here,
let me read out some of it for you.” Aliyah gently took the papers from
Eloise. “Now be aware that the way he writes, meaning his style, is a
little different from what we are accustomed to.”
She
proceeded to carefully scan the letter and then read out loud:
"To
this country was once gifted the high truths, very long ago, which are
to be found in her sages of old, their teachings and their writings.
They wrote the great truths within their hearts and minds, and taught
her kings and her commoners.
But what she made of that great
inheritance was to oppress her fellow man, create castes and creeds, and
practically enslave those who were always meant to be equal and free.
And did she all this in the name of truth.
With the gift of
higher truth also comes great responsibility. When higher truth is
misused, the punishment is even heavier. She was in turn enslaved to a
conquering nation, and found herself ground under its heel, even as she
oppressed her own supposedly lower castes. Her glory was taken away, and
she found herself in a veritable desert of body and spirit, haunted by
ghosts of charlatans and recurring mirages, her spiritual oases few and
far between. Such is the power of the great law of retribution at work
in her being, for she reaps only what she herself did sow, and reap she
does, many times over." “Is that true mom?” Eloise
whispered, “Were there slaves there?”
“Not in the letter of the
word Eloise, but in its spirit I think. There were and still are many
castes and other divisions there. He is talking about those who were
called the lower castes.”
Aliyah continued reading:
"But
all is not lost, for in her are still to be found the seedlings of that
great fount of wisdom and truth, if one but searches among the weeds
that now litter her vanished orchards. And when she has paid for her
mistakes to the utmost farthing, they will raise her up once again to
her past glory, with a great wisdom of life unequalled by any other
nation anytime in history. But her path upward appears long and arduous,
perchance strewn with blood and littered with bodies.
Weep for
this nation, o man! For hers is a great burden, a horrendous debt of law
that keeps her in poverty and misery.
Pray for this nation, o
man! For there is much more she has to endure before her sun truly
rises."Aliyah stopped reading and looked up.
“Whew! I can see
where you got your genes, Mom!” Eloise exclaimed. Then she was
thoughtful. “I sure hope he was wrong. He mentioned a law of
retribution, and of sowing and reaping. Are there such things?”
“Yes, Eloise. The law of sowing and reaping, the law of
retribution, the law of consequences, all are varied ways of expressing
the same principle. But if you ask me, behind them is a great law of
acceleration. It is the same that is expressed behind the two great
movements I was telling you about, that of chaos and that of order.”
“Acceleration
of what, Mom?” asked Eloise as she took the letter from her mother.
“Of
everything, Eloise! In the so-called natural world, growth is an
acceleration, and so is death or dissipation, which is also an
acceleration in the reverse direction.”
“But I
don’t see any acceleration,” said Eloise. “How come?”
“You
have to look carefully. A lot of what you see in life is a balance of
forces between these two great movements, at work against each other.
Your body cells are dying, but they are being replenished with new ones.
An office room gets dusty but is being swept clean every day, and the
walls are coated with new paint once in a while. You can see that both
movements are at work in a well-maintained system, resulting in an
apparent status quo or stasis.”
“So where is the
acceleration, Mom?”
“In a minute, Eloise. You need
to understand the movement of life that you see in the natural world.
There is a thrust, or an acceleration of growth, which is usually
followed by a period of active stasis where the forces more or less
balance one another, and then at some point the active thrusting force
of growth often wears out and acceleration in the reverse direction gets
the upper hand. The end result is death.”
‘Mom,
come to the point! Why do you use the term acceleration?”
“What
does a force do in the natural world, Eloise? You have studied many
laws of physics, including Newton’s laws. Application of force on an
object results in its acceleration. The very definition of force in
physics includes a key component called acceleration, a multiplication
factor. It is then a fundamental law of nature, is it not? Only
when forces balance, is uniform motion or stillness possible. Otherwise
acceleration is the rule.”
“You’re talking too
abstract, Mom,” complained Eloise as she folded the papers and placed
the letter back among its sisters, tying them up again into a neat
bunch.
“Is it difficult to see that growth is also
an acceleration? Consider this, then. Why do we farm? How many times
more grain do you get than when you sow? Ten times? Twenty? Forty? If
that is not acceleration, a multiplication factor, what is it then?”
“Okay,
Mom. But why do you say that dissipation is acceleration too?”
“Well,
has anyone ever farmed and come up with the same amount of grain as
that which was sown? That would indeed be a rare occurrence. Either you
reap much more than you sow, or you lose most of it due to natural
factors like pests, diseases, floods and infertile soil. Try sowing on
rock, for instance. The way natural processes work, you may gain much
more than you put in or, on the other hand, lose what little you have.”
Eloise
still looked a little puzzled.
Aliyah continued,
“All right. Imagine that you are an oak seedling growing in a small
clearing in the woods, along with scores of other seedlings. What are
the chances of your survival? It depends on the amount of sunlight you
can reach. It is a race to the top, as to who can grow tall enough and
fast enough to reach the canopy. The clearing will soon disappear,
covered by foliage of the new trees, and the seedlings that do not grow
well for whatever reasons, or those that come later, will not get
sufficient sunlight. They will lose whatever little sunlight they get
and thus die. Haven’t you read in the scriptures? To those who have,
more will be given. To those who have not, even what little they have
will be taken away. It is indeed an acceleration, in either direction.”
“Mom,
that’s really scary! You are saying it is a spiritual law as well? Is
there no justice?”
“A gardener would not plant his
garden that way, would he, Eloise?” Aliyah asked pointedly.
“You
mean there is a gardener in the spirit, Mom?”
“Good
question, Eloise. I will let you ponder that. But remember that a
gardener or a farmer only directs the growth and dissipation processes
inherent in nature. Like careful planting, watering, fertilizers,
pruning, weeding, placing of obstacles that break up winds, controlling
light and shade, and so on. Despite all that, life in a garden, orchard
or farm proceeds by natural laws and processes. A gardener cannot do
much about them.”
“I don’t understand, Mom. What
can’t he do?”
“Consider an orchard, Eloise. If its
plants have developed serious defects that make them prone to disease,
the orchard may not survive. The grower may have no choice but to remove
diseased plants if they cannot be healed, especially if they threaten
the health of the whole orchard. Those removed plants will inevitably
rot and disappear through the action of natural dissipative agents.
Well, the plants are not really lost, as their essence will be recycled
through the body of the earth. But you will never see one as a single
plant again. Their identities are lost forever.”
“Mom,
are you speaking in metaphors?”
“Indeed they are
spiritual metaphors, Eloise. You can take it further. A plant not tended
by a gardener grows wild, at the mercy of natural processes that may
help it grow as well as die. If it is on the path of growth, it will
multiply and bring forth many saplings. Or it may regress and die
helplessly. Many souls of our human life stream have willed themselves
away from the care of a Gardener, care which is available for the
asking. They have literally grown wild and many have fallen victims to
natural forces that drag them towards dissipation. This happens because
human souls have what may be called a free will.”
“Mom,
it doesn’t sound like justice to me, to allow souls to regress and
dissipate, even be recycled, like you say.”
“Eloise,
it is the highest form of freedom if you but understand it. So let us
try to do so, first in terms of pure physics. Remember what we discussed
earlier? Any force acting on any object results in an acceleration of
the object in the direction of the applied force. There can of course be
a multitude of forces in different directions acting on the object, and
the movement of the object happens in the direction of the composite
force.”
“I know that, Mom. That’s pretty much
trivial.”
“Is it really? Then look at the higher
or spiritual version of the same law. It states that every action
through intent, by any being, in any chosen direction, is accelerated by
the spiritual universe. That is to say, if you choose to do good, then
it becomes easier and easier to do greater good. And if you choose to do
evil, it becomes easier and easier to do greater evil. And by
corollary, it becomes even more difficult to go the other way, that is,
to switch directions.”
“I guess I can relate to
that. Once habits are ingrained it is difficult to change tracks, isn’t
it?”
“It is more than habits, Eloise, it is about
life itself, and about a soul’s progress over great spans of time. For
example, if you continually choose to ignore wisdom when it is given,
then it becomes more and more difficult later to understand the same
when it is given to you. In fact, it becomes difficult to even come
across true wisdom. It is thus a very powerful law of acceleration. It
always furthers one’s choices, whether the choices are good, bad or
neutral in human terms. It is behind the effect of sowing and reaping.
The reaping in spiritual terms is many times more than that which was
sown.”
Eloise was silent. Perhaps it was true, she
reflected. But was it just? she asked herself.
“It
is indeed fair, Eloise!” Aliyah said, as though in response to her
thoughts. “The universe lets you choose and then it furthers your
choice, in whatever direction your choice may be. But every choice has
its consequences. And when you make many choices, there is always a
composite that results. The composite pattern may or may not be to your
liking, but it is nevertheless built from your choices and their
consequences.”
“Mom, I don’t often see sowing and
reaping happening as you say. People go on with their lives. Fortunes or
misfortunes come out of the blue, as though by mere chance.”
“How long should a farmer wait for oranges after he has planted his
seedlings in the ground? The result is not instantaneous, not a few
days, not even months. There is a matter of time there, often many
years, when natural processes at work ultimately bring forth fruit, many
times over. Likewise the higher laws work over timescales of the soul,
and the results often seem to come out of the blue, and also are
magnified. Do they not say that when troubles come they seem to come
together, and everything seems to go wrong? The personality may not
understand the timing or the effects, but the soul or higher self does.”
“It
does sound logical, Mom. But I still have difficulty believing that
souls could be, what shall I say, lost?”
“Isn’t
that what nature teaches you? The loss is in a soul’s identity, Eloise,
or its organization, if you will. The soul stuff is not really lost. But
there are dissipative agents at work that cause a progressive breakdown
of its organization. Look closely at that chair over there and tell me
what you see.”
Eloise looked where Aliyah pointed,
and in a moment she understood.
“Termites! That
chair is being eaten away!”
“Indeed! There are
many orders of life that thrive on a degenerating soul, using up its
energies at many possible levels before its identity is fully
dissipated. I do not wish to discuss it, but you can find out for
yourself by studying that pattern in nature.” (1)
“Mom,
you are scaring me! Are there many such souls?”
“Eloise,
can you imagine the human life stream with its billions of souls? Now
think of the great law of acceleration working on these individual
souls, furthering their choices. And then again think of the two great
movements of life, one towards greater order and the other towards
chaos. You can see that there is exerted a great pressure on the unity
of our life stream, forcing it in different directions, or two primary
directions, if you will, because of individual choices. What do you
think will happen?”
“The life-stream will
splinter?”
“Indeed, it has no choice but to
splinter some time or other. A portion will regress and disappear, and
the rest will progress. It is inevitable, Eloise. Haven’t you heard? One
will be taken and the other left behind. That phrase is but an
expression of the law of acceleration, the inexorable result of our own
choices, as individuals and as a life-stream.”
“Mom,
can’t something be done about it? If what you say is true, all humanity
is one, and those who fall back are but ourselves, aren’t they?”
Eloise
had touched on a matter so terribly important, yet so
universally ignored.
“Truly, Eloise! Truly! And
there did come a time in the past when our life stream was about to
crack in two. And something was indeed done about it.”
“What,
Mom, what?” asked Eloise excitedly.
“It is
history, Eloise. It is well known that a great being stood in the gap,
took the infirmities of our life stream upon Himself and gave many of us
(2) another
chance. He propitiated the great law of retribution and held the life
stream together.”
Eloise was silent in
contemplation. Aliyah watched her intently for a while.
“It
is not difficult to identify Him, Eloise. For His symbol is that same
great cross-road that the race is gazing at again today. His blood was
shed on it once, but it cannot save the race forever.”
Presently
Eloise broke her silence.
“Mom, then there is no
permanent solution?”
“Unfortunately not, Eloise.
Not as long as free will exists. In human terms, it is really sad. It is
inevitable that many shall regress, a result of our own choices. We can
only work and hope that our fragment that chooses to regress is as
small as possible. That is the great burden of soul for many, many
people who are now working for humanity. They do not understand it quite
in the same terms as you do now, but that does not really matter, does
it? The burden of their hearts is the same. It would be very much like
me losing you forever.”
Aliyah had tears in her
eyes as she embraced her daughter and held her tight.
“You
see, dearest, the great picture that I promised to show you is not a
photograph, nor the contents of this chest. It is but this room itself
and the great panorama of higher life that it helps paint for you. Always
choose the light, dear Eloise, and strive to lighten the burden of
your brethren, for they are but yourself. And never forget that nature
shows all, tells all. Sometimes her stories are sad, but necessarily
so.”
The door closed behind them and darkness
pervaded the room. The relentless forces of chaos were again back to
work.
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Footnotes:
1. See chapter 'Web' for example
2.
"... and to give his life as a ransom for
many." Matthew 20:28,
Mark 10:45